It's been a long time, and I've got some pretty terrible news.

That computer with ridiculously fast internet died after 3 weeks; subsequently this also forced me out of a living situation with a shitty roommate. Mind you that was months ago now, oh and then there was a company layoff in February so I am now unemployed. Well have been for the past six months now, but I digress. My life has basically turned to shit since September of 2008 and there have been no bright shiny happy moments since then. I do have someone in my life who keeps me sane, and makes me feel like I at least deserve to have a life. Blah this sounds pretty fucking emo, but hey in an economic downturn where the unemployment rate for people aged 15-24 is 16 % and you fall in that group I think you have a right to be fucking depressed, especially if you have no Career (not job) prospects to pull you out of this shit.

I want ever so badly to take Film Production at Vancouver Film School, however I already owe student loan too much money, even if I didn't they would only cover the first 12,000 of a 40,000 dollar tuition. We also can't forget that in VFS all teaching is intensive hands on one year courses (which would be perfect for a kinesthetic learner such as myself) so you film 16 hour days all week so you need living income; as you can't have a job while attending VFS.Also my mom was a lazy cunt who raised me and my sister on student loan (yea I know fucking twat right?) so I have no one to pay for my schooling. Looking into private grants but that is going to be tough, and I have no rich friends either so that makes things difficult.

I am going to be getting an audio (later to be video) podcast off the ground however.

With any luck I'll get my webcomic started as well.

Anyhow that's my fucking shitty life, ciao for now.